so very, very, very much is going on.. so many things i could blog about, but instead i choose to blog about this:

im still very tired. the past few days ive been sleeping 10-12hrs and only am getting up because i know i absolutely have to. more than once this past week ive fallen asleep with the tv on. i NEVER sleep with the tv on. its just too bright and loud and keeps me up. so its very unusual for me to be able to just shuffle off to dreamland with the tv on…. but lately i have. i dont even know the tv is on until jim comes home, wakes me up to scoot me over (i sleep in the middle / his spot when he works nights. it makes the bed seem less big and lonely), and i notice that its bright and loud in the bedroom. of course then my sleepy self doesnt know whats going on and i gruff and groan about jim watching tv so loudly in the bedroom while im trying to sleep. he puts up with so much with me!

anywho…. i need to sleep.