so last monday i took stock and counte 15 major stressors going on at that one day. talk about being sofa king stressed! added to the last blogged about list was the car semi-breaking down and making such a bad first impression on my practicum teacher that she traded me to a different teacher. that was an absolute kick in the balls. *grumbles*  but on a positive note, i now dont have some teacher constantly winking at me and doubting my *every* move and i do get along much better with my practicum 2.2 teacher.  so its a draw i guess.

my eye sight is getting worse. jim still wont call the insurance for me. im patiently waiting for my credit score to hit the ground when i get 50k of hospital debt tacked on to it. two of the three of my main perscriptions have 0 refills on them; i’m not seeing a doctor so i dont add to the insurance bill mess. the b-i-l moved to town. i still cant get a set drive time to my practicum class (some days it takes an hour, some days it takes 40mins). im most likely smoking way too damn much. i need to return my library books but dont have the cash for it (i dont carry any on me and they dont take visa debt!). i have 3more novels to read, an essay to write, and a group project to do solo for my literacy class (the last two are due on thursday and i chose to do a project solo instead of with a group; they all picked crappy subjects).  my science in elementary class starts on tuesday, but the schools website isnt showing the book we’ll need for it. i made a friend, but it seems to be pissing everyone off because i’m no longer at their beck and call. jim got me a new blackberry storm phone; i have 0 ideas on how to use it. i cant turn it off or check my voicemail or anything.  my parents laughed at me when i asked “jim, how do i, you know, use this phone to make a call?” (it just shows a screen with icons; none of them “hit me to call people!” icons. you have to hit the green phone to bring up the key pad image to punch in a phone number to make a call).

-huff-  im busy and im stressed.